Long for intimacy
I crush into you
All the calls
the voice messages
the rush
end up fading
Wonder where our story went wrong
Though short
Though only a glimpse
Though my firm voice, my firm mind
telling us
might not be together is an answer
But nights holding me off the train
But thoughts lifting me off the ground
floating toward you.

Had I know leaving you
caused such pain
Maybe I would have stayed
to endure the emptiness
After those endless lushing nights.